The Knot of Self

We are leaking all over the place
To relieve the knot inside
Of the pressure of needing more space
Lest in captive heat it gets fried.

Call it soul. It goes out of its mind
(I think it must be) through the ears.
If I cover them both, I find
The self is all it hears.

There’s a sound like an endless flood
Of two hands not clapping,
Holding in that roar of blood,
Skull noise when the tongue’s not flapping.

My earmuffs cut off what’s next door
Of a neighbor cutting his lawn
While I cut mine, secure
In a rampage all my own.

This self of myself took me years
To build on what was around,
And it hates to plug its ears
For a swim with only my sound.

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About Doug Cumming

Doug Cumming is an associate professor emeritus of journalism at Washington & Lee University with 26 years experience at metro newspapers and magazines. After getting a Ph.D. at UNC-Chapel Hill in mass communications, he taught multimedia reporting and feature writing at Loyola University-New Orleans and at W&L in Virginia. Earlier, he worked at the newspapers in Raleigh, Providence and Atlanta; was editor of the Sunday Magazine in Providence; and helped launch Southpoint monthly magazine in Atlanta. He won a George Polk Award and was a Nieman Fellow at Harvard.
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